I Thought Leaving Would Feel Like Freedom.

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  After a month, everything seems so normal and dull... as if nothing ever happened. I am happy, but I feel empty. I waited for this for the longest time... three years and counting. I honestly did not like how I left things. It felt rushed. It felt sad. And honestly, if I could go back in time... I would probably do it the same way. I can't help but blame myself for leaving a toxic environment. I was suffering. Scars have been drawn on my body. Unwanted habits have now become normal for me. I feel restless. I am exhausted. I am tired, yet I feel like I don't deserve sleep. Why, though? I only left because I was tired of being exploited. I want to be selfish. I want to put myself first. I have been nothing but a dirty doormat. My mind, soul, and body crave peace and sleep, but I feel like the moment I lay down, I will fall behind. Am I over exaggerating my grief? Or am I trying to convince myself that leaving was the wrong step? I feel lonely. I don't crave people to intera...
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Ways Setting Boundaries Builds Self-Worth (Especially If You Always Overgive)

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Sometimes peace means choosing yourself, even if it means standing alone 🌱💕. Leave when respect is no longer served ⚰️💔.
Sharing my unfiltered thoughts and my dearest heartbeats❤️

Someone once said, "No matter how lonely you get on your journey, never invite toxic people into your life."
 In life, things change, and you might feel lonely🥺

But it doesn't mean you should welcome toxic people back into your life. 
You might be feeling lonely because you're pursuing new goals and visions, so you'd need to clear your inner circle ⭕.

Show yourself some respect by distancing yourself from toxic people. Commit to spending time alone🫂, valuing your presence🥺, and freeing your mind☕💕. 

This way, you can welcome new experiences and friends into your life.

Personally speaking, I've experienced loneliness because of friendships I've regretted🥴❤️

But I don't take it personally because those situations changed my mindset and how I perceived people😮‍💨. 

I've had friends who only contact me when they need something or have to complain🫤. 
They wouldn't ask how my life is going or anything of that sort—just always talking about themselves🙄. 
The sad part of this all is...those people might think they did no
 wrong and they were just seeking support from a friend 🥺💔

 I've encountered countless people like that. When I realize it, I cut them off and set boundaries for my mental and emotional well-being. 

I feel lonely sometimes🥹 because I don't have a lot of friends in my life, but I'm not inviting such people back into my life because I'm not ready to be someone's emotional pillow, only used for comfort and nothing else. 

It hurts because I'm also a person deserving of attention and love💖. 
So, I'm perfectly fine not inviting toxic people back into my life, and I feel at peace with it❣️

Ultimately, embracing this mindset has led to greater self-respect❤️, inner peace🤍, 
and the space to welcome positive and nurturing relationships into my life❤‍🔥

The right ones will never make you feel used...but rather they'll make you feel heard 🙉💗.

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